Two Poems by Jeffrey Bean

 

On TV

 

On TV a model flashed

her hands out under the lights,

made her body slippery

as a ruby.  What the hell

 

had I done worth two shits

was what I thought my beer

can would say to me with its

nasally little song if it sang.

 

Answer: I had watched turkey

buzzards make their arcs

above untold quantities of corn.

My body was an armchair.

 

My body might roll out toward the banks

of the loud night like a wave, it might

dance like cellophane in traffic, it might flash

green as TV’s against windows.

 

My beer can closed its eye

and sang upside down a new

TV-name for me, a lovely

sound, out under the lights, far.

 


What Geraniums Smell Like

 

Like birds.

Like my brother leaving for the lake.

Like the smudge of fireworks on driveways.

Like breath trapped in a canteen.

Like the word breath.

Like mice.

Like want.

Like a nickel in a fist.

Like my brother leaving for the store.

Like my brother leaving for the war.

Like a handful of washed hair.

Like my mom humming Johnny Cash.

Like a red towel in the wash.

Like a scrape on a thigh.

Like a Service Merchandise.

Like my dad’s violin.

Like a cloth that cleans guns.

Like car leather.

Like a war turned low on a radio.

Like parents getting used to you gone.

Like baby I love you.

Like you are the only one.

Like holes in the knees of jeans.

Like what you weren’t supposed to see.

Like drops of blood on a hardwood floor.

Like my brother leaving for the war.

Like ice in a glass.

Like beets.

Like leaving.

Like please.

Like bees.